bluesy!!

i should be studying right now, but here i am writing this blog. first and foremost reason for doing so is that when maya comes online she has somethign to entertain her(u know i love you), and then, anything to keep me away from my books.
after today's disastrous papers i dont think i want to study, but i do want to get drunk. Get drunk and laugh and get thrown out of V2, i know i always call it V2s. what a shady place that was, but we all loved going there. Usually after exams, so ok even after random assignments, if we happened to be in Gk, if someone was feeling low, and most of the times for no real reason at all. and why not, the beer was unbelievably cheap. hmm...i think i'll stop using the past tense, makes me feel really old and anyway it hasnt even been a whole year since we graduated.

But i miss it all-the smoking outside college, the no reason visits to GK, TSF(even though stopped going there ages ago), getting drunk in the middle of the afternoon and dancing to strange songs and sharing the floor with pre pubescent teenagers who needed to 'get a room'.
I want to go and smoke in shady corners of SV, and scourge for chillad just so that i have enough for momos, or bhelpuri, basically i just want to know that some friends are just a phone call away and would go and do whatever crazy silly thing amused us.

I dont want to be a grouch, i love M.A., and i adore all of my friends, they are seriously fantabulous...but they are all so far away...and in the evenings when i just want to step out for a sutta there is nobody i can call, and now even Didi isnt here. yeah, i am hitting an all time low.

maybe i should get a puppy. but if i make it have beer with me wouldnt it die of liver failure?? i know a friend whose dog died like that...i might be lot of things but i am not a puppy dog killer.
Once i actually made a statement like i dont need a boyfriend i need a puppy dog(had just hit puberty), i have come a long way!!